it's 9:06pm, and i'm still at the office. bosses are leaving for bangkok tomorrow,and guess who got elected to rush some designs? yeah, got that right. i've been sitting here for the past 3 hours trying to rack my brain, to jolt it out of it's slacker reverie and come up with graphics.. so far i've been succesful, but my works lack the "ooomph", i think.. something an artist can't lie about. no matter how well you hide your emotions, an artist has his emotions on display for all the world to see when it comes to his works. right now my designs read "pissed" and "hungry" and "effin' irritated". plus, i hafta juggle chatting with friends who are online:

patricia, who's telling me stories about this bitchy girl she knows;
jaki, who's telling me kwento about lauren and her boring day at work;
kitty, who's doin' OT din;
kei, who i'm teaching to do photoshop;
neil, who's excited about his upcoming gigs; and
abby, who's being her usual weird self.

my lack of food intake got me thinking.. funny how people think more clearly when they have nothing to eat. you'd have thought it'd be the other way around. funny how things have a weird way of slapping you around.. you think you know what to do and how to go about it... then BAM! you're back to square one with nary a clue how and why you got there. my life has been a rollercoaster of things and events lately; a combination of things good and bad.. heck some things are happening that and i don't even know what ta call 'em. when i was still in college, i never would have thought i'd be living a life like this. i guess when you're young you don't worry about reality that much. now i'm 25, in a medium-class job and a medium-class income. life has a weird sense of humor. pfft.

jaki has a blog pala.. check her out in my "other thoughts" section. imma read din tomorrow. =] laters! i gots ta bounce. =]