being a bum is taking its toll on me.

sure, i have more time to watch TV (huuu-whattt?!), play badminton, and go on out of town trips. i am able to sleep late, and i can get crazy-ass drunk whenever i want to without having to worry about waking up early the morning after.

but.

i miss the challenge of working. i'm having a hard time being idle. i tried doing a design in photoshop just the other day and NOTHING came out. it was like my ideas were sucked out of me during the past 2 weeks i stayed at home.

i had wanted to stay unemployed muna for the moment to give me time to finish the 2 subjects i have left at UP, prolly do some sidelines first, but the repurcussions of the said decision is becoming more and more apparent as time passes. do i look for work, and sacrifice yet another year of being an undergrad, or do i go back to studying and risk sapping my creative juices?

i know there's a solution there somewhere.