sometimes i don't believe how lazy i can get. i tend to gravitate more towards the easiest, most convenient stuff, oftentimes at great cost, which is pretty ironic when you think about it. of course, the recent drought of projects here at work doesn't help any. it's like for the past month, i am being paid to go to work and surf the internet, smoke, and listen to my mp3's. i don't wanna be a hypocrite and say that i don't like it, but sometimes idleness sucks. i have become too lazy for my own good that i have even staretd wearing a cap everyday just to avoid styling my mohawk, longing for the day that i can go back to my long-ish, no-fuss wash-and-wear hair.

i need a shot of adrenalin. now.